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I’m dying, And I’m crying, My life fading, And my heart hurting, I lost everything, Even my own feeling, Because losing to my own enemy, That always lives within me, To keep incite with smiley. Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Sunday, May 30, 2010

Youth is such a beautiful age, Lot of adventures and risks to take, In each steps to move ahead, Life is just a wonderful voyage. But I wonder what happen in next stage, When there are wrinkles covering face, When the spine no longer straight, When the energy left is just a fake, I saw them crying in this age, And I asked why they show this face, After all luxury they poses, And friends surrounded in proud. “How can I possibly smile and laugh? When my life is lack of love, From the one that really precious, My child is the only glorious”. Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Saturday, May 29, 2010

I don’t know where the beginning is, To tell you about a fantasy love story, That I wrote to comfort my heart, After that sadden day of broken up, And this is the most difficult part, That I should live without you by my side, Which will leave my heart hurt, For many years or even decades, But no matter how hard I cried, You will never come back to cheer me up. People around keep telling me to just let it go, For many others are depending on you more than you know, Just leave it, because life should be carry on, For the bright future, for your friends, siblings, and parents! Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Saturday, May 22, 2010

It’s so sad if this is the end, After a long times of beautiful moments, It just because of a problem, That we need to separate for this long, It’s hurting me more in every second,  For what belong to me have been gone, The joy, the smile and the consciousness of my own, It’s fading and I’m no longer strong,  I might be cried when I’m all alone, For just remembering what we done all along, I couldn’t bear to see our distance increasing more, When our memories getting closer and stronger, But still I don’t know how to fix this problem,  And I will wait for you much longer, If one day we were destined to be together! Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Thursday, May 20, 2010

(Background music: Yuni Shara – Sepi) We have been in great time recently, Smiling, laughing, giggling and even joking, One by one we create the memory, And the world is only between you and me. As far as we concern, time is infinity, Even for others it was define differently, We do talk about so many things, Until I’m not really sure what it’s all about actually, But I don’t care as long as it was your feeling, Even it was nonsense, funny, and nothing, I do hope these will never ending, Because for me, you are everything! Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Wednesday, May 19, 2010.

Do we ever realize? There are miracles in our life, Starting since we are a child, Until now we can fly under the sky. We travel far in no time, Even the place worth then 100 thousand miles, We just sat, wondering around, Without notice, we already are there. It isn’t end to list all the miracles, And it’s not my intention at all, I just want you to think some problems, And sure you can take your time in solving that matters. First, what did you understand by the word ‘miracle’? Second, how’s this miracles possibly happen? Third, is there any possibility that ‘we do create those miracles’? Fourth, what do you think we continued in part 2: ‘Human; The best Creation’? Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Monday, May 17, 2010

I don’t know why I’m so angry, Because of something that so crazy, Because of sentences with no meaning, Because of the fight that not necessary, Because I know there are solutions in different perspective, Yet it’s still coming even I know I shouldn’t be angry, Even I know forgiveness is all I need, Even I know he/she doesn’t mean it, Even I know he/she just in curiosity, Even I know, in the first place patient is everything! Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Saturday, May 15, 2010

When the great library of Alexandria burned, the story goes, one book was saved. But it was not a valuable book; and so a poor man, who could read a little, bought it for a few coppers.The book wasn't very interesting, but between its pages there was something very interesting indeed. It was a thin strip of vellum on which was written the secret of the "Touchstone"! The touchstone was a small pebble that could turn any common metal into pure gold. The writing explained that it was lying among thousands and thousands of other pebbles that looked exactly like it. But the secret was this: The real stone would feel warm, while ordinary pebbles are cold. So the man sold his few belongings, bought some simple supplies, camped on the seashore, and began testing pebbles. stoneHe knew that if he picked up ordinary pebbles and threw them down again because they were cold, he might pick up the same pebble hundreds of times. So, when he felt one that was cold, he threw it into ...

We have gone through many things recently, Things that keep changing and pressure our life, Until then we remain strong to confront its, Either as a beautiful fantasy or a horrible nightmare, Because we know that in between it does lies a story, Which’s need to be passed on until next generations, The story of obstacles that lead to many pains, But sometimes directing us to the most important lessons, And to bring us back to the very beginning as a human, The day that we received the first kiss, After a long 9 months journey in a womb of a women, The day we do have an opportunities to live, Because of a life-death moments she confronts bravely, Yet she ask for nothing as reply except then smile happily, The sacrifice she makes is worth than everything, So then we proudly announced that, “We love you mom more than anything, And you’re always being my beloved, forever and ever!” Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Lovely and shiny, That the days occur around me, Once, when I was a teen, Yet as a person that so happy-go-lucky, Weekend was always in my list of waiting, Because its possess the most important things, The excitement, the joy and the amused memories, Everything just too lively, The citizens and the environment around me, It’s all really pleasant, even now it just a memories, And I’m so glad that I do have that, once in me. Written by Nik Ahmad Fariq B Nik Ibrahim Friday, May 07, 2010

The place of falling of Adam and Eve when they got down from paradise What is famous from the Household (PUT) that Adam (PUH) fell down on Al-Safa and Eve on Al-Marwah [Al-Safa and Al-Marwah are two hills in Mecca and people go in between them seven times in pilgrimage season], and what is famous for the most of Muslims is that Adam (PUH) fell down on a mount called Sarandeeb [Notice: Sarandeeb is the old Arabic name for Ceylon, Sri Lanka now] and it is called Nud also, and Eve did fall in Jeddah, and some people suggested that this is the truth and their fall on Al-Safa and Al-Marwah was after they got into Mecca. From Hayat Al-Hayawan for Al-Domayri [hayat al-hayawan means the life of animals and seems it is a book's name] he said: Ka'b Al-Ahbar did say [Ka'b Al-Ahbar was a nickname for the chief priest of jews]: God revealed the snake in Asbahan [maybe he means Asfahan in Iran?] and Iblis in Jeddah and Eve in 'Arafah [a mount around Mecca] and Adam in Sarandeeb and...