Ceritakudulu

I heard a call, a shout to be exact. There're calling my name and waving to me. I heard they said, "Come back! The time has come! You must wake up now or it will be no coming back!" What are they talking about? Come back to where? The headache keep coming recently, and I think something is struggling inside my mind, something that has long buried; the memories, the past, the old time. How long is it already? I seems to forget so many things bout my past. Being passive, out of curiosity,  and being hold by a strong oppression really had change me in many way. Feeling restless and exhausted had robed me for too long. Maybe its time to put an end to all these trouble. I shall find a way back, I must once again be able to walk the road of light! Source: T he Paper Wall

Sometime patient alone won't work. Trust me! I know a lot bout being patient. This is so hard to understand by the naive thinking of me of course. I thought I got it all and I do make some notes somewhere to remind me. Guess what, I forget almost all of it already. Lucky me right? "What is being human really mean?" Have you answered this questions? Or its never crossed your mind before? This one question means a lot to me. It is the beginning of pursuing something that you'll never know of its important someday. The hunger keep growing, the more you found the less you understand. Question, that lead to more questions, being deceived by your ideas and ideology, everything goes so wrong, and its just make you feel so lost and tired. "What had gone missing?"